Monday, June 2, 2025

Answers From The King

Once, when I asked the Lord why there must be such harsh judgement of the rebel, as His response on the same day, I witnessed a license plate which said, “tough love works.” It did, for the person I was praying for.


When I asked the Lord to comfort me, as I was discouraged from being abused while attempting to maintain normality, He gave me a double portion of encouragement (two or three witnesses). The same day as the prayer, He answered thus wise: One of my customers had a shirt on that said “valiant” which is my NAME, with a picture of Jesus underneath the word! I told the customer HE was using her to speak to me! So, as this very same customer and I were leaving my office, I spotted a car passing directly in front of her and I. Much to my amazement, this car was a Plymouth VALIANT! Rare car, right in front of me, with her wearing that t-shirt!


Four earthquakes: One when I was worshiping alone in my house, one when I was praying and worshiping with my sisters in Christ, one when I had prayed for the Lord to wake me up in time for church, and one (in Turkey: A BIG one) when I was fasting for the Lord to come with His judgements.


In matters of spiritual warfare, I used the words of Jesus to rebuke a drug addict, that was harassing me, and I told satan to leave. This particular person literally turned and walked away from me, protesting the whole time! There was another one, at another time and location, that was harassing everyone passing by with the infamous “fr€€ p@l€stine” nonsense, using crude and violent language. Again, I told satan to leave, in the incomparable Name of Jesus, right in front of my son! My son was asking me not to, in the name of tolerance (ewww!). I explained to my son that the person could not hear me, but the evil spirit could. After that, the person was calm and courteous.


I was praying fervently for the hostages after they were taken. I threw in a request that at least some of them should come home, and I phrased the request like Abraham did when he was bargaining with God for Sodom. I first asked The Lord for the freedom of a hundred captives. Two or three days later, I asked Him, if a hundred was too much, then please bring back fifty. The very next day, I saw an article saying that a deal had been reached to release….get this…. 50-100 hostages!


In addition, I prayed that I would hear Rachel was expecting so I would know that it was THE year of the redemption of our bodies (in Jan 2023). It just so happened (approximately one month later) that she found out she was pregnant, on my BIRTHDAY, in 2023. Two years later, on the 17th day of the second month,  I received a package with the announcement that she is again expecting. The devil tried to thwart this one, as my son told me to pray, without telling me why, and before I even found out, because they were afraid they were losing this little one. She was told the baby is fine! (btw, it’s a girl this time!) I was like Abraham in waiting for this second child announcement, in that I knew, from His answer the first time, that the specificity of His answer would speak profoundly to me, at the exact level I needed. 

Monday, May 5, 2025

Shavuot


Shavuot is the changing of the dispensations (between the church and Israel).

The sign of His coming is the abomination of desolation (and 1260 days later, He comes).


The sign of the end of the age is the rapture.


Antichrist is a “Jewish” convert to itslame and a nephilim, the seed of satan, which perverts the lineage of the inheritance of the Lord.


The kingdom of the beast (the revived head) is the last and revived caliphate.


The caliphate will be a “pan” Arabic coalition (LIKE the EU) of the Sunni tradition (as Iran will have been castrated). It looks like a trade agreement that gives the deadly enemies of Israel, rights in Israeli territory. It will seem like an easy compromise for Israel, because Israel will have expanded her authority to cover all the territories between the Nile and the Euphrates (because of the Gog and Magog war).


So Shavuot is the climax of the countdown, after the calling out of the elect (Passover), to their freedom, a jubilee! The giving of the covenant after the opening of the prison doors. As the rabbi said, first you take the Jew out of slavery, then you take the slavery out of the Jew! Israel will now start her ultimate adventure in her service for the Lord!

Wednesday, March 26, 2025

The Big Conceal and Reveal

 “I will save him because he knows my Name.” Psalm 91 “The Lord has become my Yeshua.” Psalm 118

Tuesday, March 25, 2025

Timeline

Joseph and Joshua, peace maker and conquering judge, time line


Joshua and Joseph are both types of Messiah. The seven good years of Joseph, started after two “years” (now 2000 actual years, same meaning as two “days” from Hosea), then right after the good years, the seven years of tribulations will come. We’ve had the same seven years after the “great sign in heaven” (which followed the signs of lunar and solar eclipses and the two cows with sevens on their foreheads, one black cow and one red cow). There two years before the two periods of seven and are six months of adjustment after.


After 400 years comes Moses to bring the people out of Egypt, and same idea, now after forty jubilees comes Moses (and Elijah) along with the soon “coming out of Egypt” of the world, for those who carry the “body of Joseph”, which is the Body of Messiah. America has also been a separate nation for over 400 years, to add to this timeline.


Both Joseph and Joshua lived for 110 years, which signifies the thousand year reign of Jesus, being 100x10.

Tuesday, January 21, 2025

Seek Grace

 The covenant with hell is sealed by the seeking of the Sinai covenant, through the rebuilding of the temple (as in Hebrews, “there remains no more sacrifice for sins.”).  It is despising of grace and the blood of the new covenant. The time of  the “fullness of the gentiles” is the harvest of wrath and judgement, that comes from the breaking of the law.


He came to us where we are at, according to our understanding, in the weakness of our humanity. He comes there, now, to join the stick of Joseph and Judah, from opposite sides, in His flesh ( the curtain that was torn), the Holy and strong One, the binding together of all His people. His people on both sides understand differently, but He bridges the gaps with the offering of His Body. He has reconciled both camps. “The zeal of the Lord has accomplished this.” This is why Israel claimed both of Jospeh’s sons as his own, because they became part of the inheritance, through Joseph, the foreshadow of messiah, with his gentile bride. 


“Jacob I have loved and Esau have I hated” (the one who shows contempt for his birthright of grace). Isn’t that the actual descendants of Edom? Who are now Muslims?They have no grace at all.


How can I understand and get meaning, without the struggle? But the one who tells me I have to do anything at all to stay saved, is telling Me to go back to my violent and abusive husband, even though, by the dictates of the “Law”, I was married to him. I am married to a new husband, the resurrected One, because the former has died, and my flesh (that same law) has died with Him.

Tuesday, January 7, 2025

Work Towards Hope

To those who try to motivate with shame and blame, who try to force righteous behavior on others, through prescribed actions, don’t you see that this is what the LAW is? This is what the lazy servant in the parable of the talents thought of God, that He is a hard master, and because of that, the servant operated from fear, but John said that there is no fear in love, because fear has to do with “torment”. The demons are law obsessed and performance focused, but they also have no hope.That same king, who was so slandered by his servant, handed the servant over to the tormentors (the demons), because the servant chose them over the graciousness of his lord. The servant loved his own righteousness more than his lord!

When we are redeemed from shame, we are set free!(Because freedom is A person!)

Lord, what have I learned from the obnoxious behavior of watchmen who set dates, and yet look down on other watchmen and judge them? I have learned that it is necessary to be humble, especially when on fire by means of revelation from You, as is fitting for the servant of the Lord. It is SO gratifying to be used by You, the One who is THE authority from on high (because let God be true and every man a liar!) We must watch, but not be disrespectful of our brother whom we are no better than!

The one who is in love with his own righteousness will not show grace towards his brother, or forgive him, because he tells himself his righteousness has standing before God, and is why God is gracious to him. Thinking anything good of himself clearly indicates he does not understand! (Didn’t the Lord tell us to call ourselves unworthy servants? That he who exalts himself will be brought low? That in submission to GOD is our exaltation?) Your’s is truly the narrow path and the narrow gate! YOU, alone, will be exalted in that day!

Because I am a task oriented person, all of this is very counter intuitive for me. By nature, I want to do all things well (talk about denying myself and taking up HIS cross!) Also, in practice, my health and mental well being is so very dependent on what I eat, and my diet, also, so as to be free of pain. I am, literally, “punished,” each time I consume anything out of bounds! It sounds like this directly relates to the struggle with our behavior. Sinning brings pain, both to us and to God, regardless of our faith position, and there are natural consequences (which include the wrath of our tormentors). A certain diet was holy, as a foreshadow I understand, to teach us how to be motivated to walk in holiness. My accomplishment of staying on the diet makes me feel contented and not useless, because now I have the energy to complete those exacting tasks I find so much joy in sharing. It is as the writer said, that endurance produces godly character and character produces hope! (We will be delivered!)

This might also be why none of our own works are in heaven. Our fruit (of Your Spirit) remains, because it was what YOU did IN us! (“I am the Vine. You are the branches. Without me, you can do nothing.) We establish Your works, by Your will. My own prayers for Your inspiration and intuitive creativity, have always been thoroughly answered, satisfying my soul down to its very foundation! I can do no better than when I imitate YOU, in both method and holiness.

Wednesday, August 21, 2024

Faith is a choice

 Yes, faith is a choice, our contribution to the changing of our world, so that it becomes like Him, like His character, even into the face of evil. Didn’t He believe in us first, even though we didn’t know Him at the start? Life is our journey and our school, where we have the privilege of getting to know Him and how He works. He stretches us and makes us stronger because of the wait. Didn’t He say that “Those who wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength.”?

Our doubts can seem so strongly accurate, like we see the reality of darkness, itself. But darkness is not a thing: Darkness is only the absence of light. So doubt is our opportunity to exercise our faith and to be educated by His response to it. It is not questions from ignorance or uncertainty which grieves Him, but the lack of trust in submitting them, these emotional queries, to His grace. The only true poverty is not knowing Him!

Most often, His answer is in the very thing which gives us pause. Imagine the distressed grief, if you will, of a young mother unable to be strong enough to defend her offspring from the rampaging and vengeful father. Instead of shutting the episode down, she winds up weeping in her own corner, from fear. Now imagine, this same mother, later asking her own offspring why he always chooses to defend the weak, and being told that the prior incident was the motivating force behind the current choices. The price she paid in the initial confrontation was paid back many times over, in the future! So our choice to remain true to Who we believe in, will bear the fruit that HE has husbanded!